yup ran into GOD

my life was NEVER the same ,how could it be? The creator of the universe actually wanting me on his team? me .the liar.me.the drug user.me the foul language queen .me..the everything else possibly horrible.. I didnt understand but..thank you...still to this day thank you. So back to my home I went 2 children and a brand new attitude in tow..now life will be just perfect right..for a little while ..then ..life comes back at you..drug charges..staying out all night.. other women? how do i deal with these things God? isnt life supposed to be wonderful..my husband bowing down to my self glorified feet?God says deal with it I'll make you stronger..pray Ill lift you up .ask for help Ill help you start walking on this narrow road..life WILL NOT BE EASY but IM right here the whole  time I promise..

                in this world you shall have tribulation.be of good cheer i have overcome the world    ........                          

starting out

In the last 10 months our life has totally changed. Gary lost his job at Turbocam in may of 2011. Its been a shaky ride ever since.We married in December of 1974 after only knowing each other 3 weeks..DONT do this..Off to the army I went with husband in tow.Our trip took us to San Antonio..then San Francisco for a year ..then Colorado Springs for a year. Now with our first child on the way we came home,our first home in Dover NH 22 Cedarbrook Drive. Baby Jeffrey was born after a very tough delivery  elbow first and not a good chance of surviving ..but he did.From Dover we moved to Ten Rod Rd in Farmington .More room for the kids and the dog .Then came baby #2 Niki less than 2 years later. Life was busy,Gary and I working different shifts .myself as a nurse and Gary as a machinist at Moore Business Forms I worked days ,He worked 2nd and 3rd shifts.After 7 years in 1981 I decided being married to Gary  wasnt what I wanted any longer.I packed up the 2 children ages 4 and 2 and left..The only place I had to go was my sister Nancys.If you come here you are attending church she told me ..she also said "we like Gary,dont do this"  ..I ran directly into God trying to run away from Gary.. to be continued.....